looks like a azam 2017 has to change

2017

going to be another uncertain year. bring me back to 2014. Ya Allah mudahkan la ia.

based on twitter :
azam 1    - To take care our body and love ones.
azam 1.5 - Lebih berdisiplin dalam beribadah.
azam 2    - Lebih menjaga penampilan diri.
azam 3    - Berpagi pagian secara aktif.
azam 4    - Will not give up cari rezeki.
azam 5    - ...


Have faith, bersangka baik dengan Allah s.w.t (this is really hard to do during hard time), be strong and bersangka baik dengan Allah s.w.t again and again.

bumpy humpy dumpy and the road not taken.

Perjalanan hidup sentiasa akan jumpa bumper. Tak kira la macam mana corak kehidupan seseorang tu. macam mana jenis kehidupannya. 

Yang sedang menikmati kemewahan mungkin sedang mengalami masalah berlainan, yang sedang menanggung kemiskinan mungkin sedang menikmati sesuatu yang berbeza. Yang masih bujang mungkin merasakan orang yang berkahwin bahagia bersama keluarga, yang dah berkahwin mungkin ingin bebas semula dari tanggungjawab. 

We will always be tested however our condition is. we will always feel not enough if we are not grateful with what we have. Being married, u have responsibilities, relationship and a lot of new things coming out in your life to care. I am fully aware we will not always get what we wanted. mungkin orang nampak senangnya kahwin, but to go through all the process is not easy. even for the preparation is not easy. inikan bila dah melangkah ke alam yang baru. Yes it is good to be with your love ones. seronok je. but dont forget the test is always there. kita kan hambaNya. konsep hidup tu masih sama, ada ujiannya. Sebab ujian Allah s.w.t tu kan kasih sayangnya terhadap kita. :)

I am writing about this because i just decided to choose struggle with job/money rather than struggle with distance with my love ones. susah nak terangkan apa yang kita akan lalui. setiap orang mempunyai kondisi masing2. Priorities masing2. I choose to be close with my husband, family and our new member coming in. and i know my choice still can make me far from them, but the choice has higher possibility for me to be close with them. if i choose the other one, its like im already ready to be far from them. so i choose to still try and hope for the best even though i know there might be a few bump in the journey or if doa termakbul, tuhan mudahkan perjalanan ku nanti. 

yes im very stubborn person. but i will always based on rationality and yeah im ready for it. im ready for the consequences of the road not taken. 

Mengambil inspirasi dari article "10 classroom procedure to keep your sanity"

Tips yang aku akan ambil:

1. Katakan "Tidak" sekiranya pelajar meminta kebenaran ke tandas.

    Kerana pergi ke tandas adalah pada waktu rehat! tapi sekiranya dia minta buat kali kedua bermakna mereka memang benar-benar terdesak.

2. Guna Frasa Pendek seperti "Bersedia untuk ujian"

arahan ini akan bermaksud kosongkan meja, sediakan alat tulis. jadikannya rutin. begitu juga dengan arahan rutin lain yang boleh menggunakan frasa pendek. Menjimatkan masa dan lebih efektif!

3. Lakukan Ujian semasa di akhir kelas.

kalau buat di awal kelas, mungkin akan mengambil masa lebih lama.

4. Arah pelajar agihkan kertas ke belakang bukan ke depan.

kerana pelajar yang menerima akan lebih bersedia.

5. sediakan kotak untuk diletakkan kerja rumah, atau kepda yang lewat/tidak hadir.

6. Minta pelajar yang mengagihkan kertas/buku untuk kita

7. Lantik Setiausaha kehadiran.

2017

well, lets make something to achieve. ni buka azam. ni somethng to achieve. haha whats the difference?

1. work seriously

2. save money again

3. vacation(s) 

4. sadaqah the highest amount note in your wallet

5. eat healthy food

6. 2L a day

7. create something new (education stuff)
8. have my lil garden
9. penampilan diri

Sucess?

Hi

has been some time.

just want to share
29 August 2015 , im engaged
29 April 2016 , im married Alhamdulillah :)

Introduce myself again,

Afiqah Binti Khalid is
a third daughter from all-girls siblings.
grew up in Setapak
now I live in Cheras

got scholarship from Malaysia's Ministry Of Education
has a degree :  Bachelor Of Science (Major in Physics) from University Of Sydney
completed my Post-Graduate Diploma Of Education
waiting for posting as a Teacher in government school.
literally jobless now but already signed the offer letter as a Teacher Assistant in one of the private school starting in late August insyaAllahh

last few days
my aunt said, "Harapnya berjaya jugaklah macam alang (which is me)"
n i said "insyaAllah"

its actually strike me. before i answered anything  i was thinking; am i?
berjaya = successful
am i already 'berjaya'?
if u define success as finished your study , yes i am successful.
if u define success as in got a scholarship, alhamdulillah i am successful.
but if u define success as has a job or well-going career pathway, im still not
if u define it as own a house, a car or any luxurious thing, im still not
if u define it as u make a lot of money untill u can travel the world non-stop, im still not

So, what is your definition of success?

Is it having a nice happy family is a success?

Is t having a nice career with high-income is a success?

Is a person should have a successful bussiness to be called as successful?

For me, it was so subjective and wide. if i see it with a very details point of view, i would say every single thing we did the best is a success. if i see it with a bigger point of view, all those things above and other things can be a definition of success to a lot of people. and of course we can have different opinions. For me who are we to judge? Allah s.w.t is all-knowing. Only him know who are the successful one. Whatever good or bad things that happen to us it does not mean we fail. sometimes all those things are the challenge to make us succeed. So sometimes teh poor or the bad luck one is more successful than the lucky-one. But Allah's promise is always there too, Allah said Allah will give to whoever he want to give. N Allah S.w.t is the most-giving. so the lucky-ones might be really succesful in dunya and also akhirat due to their good deeds. So for me, who are we to judge? Just hope we will reach our real success.

Semoga kita diantara yang berjaya pada Allah S.w.t.

typical

2016

always feeling bad to make a resolution when its new year because i guess i should do resolution when its the first of Muharram.

but, i think it can be done anytime
to boost up
to determine

in order

to do the right thing in the right way

so here is mine. on 7th January 2016

to be more happy
to be more grateful
to try not to show sad face to people
to have a healthy lifestyle
to be more discipline
to be more positive
to be more finacially wise
to be more wise

learn how to become a better teacher,
daughter,
insyaallah a Wife

most importantly,
learn how to become a better person

between a present and an anger

i know its simple thing but at first where is the respect towards other's belonging?

i just cant bear with it when people are just easily break ur privacy. like hello.

it was nice to receive hadiah. but i didnt ask for it. tapi aku bersyukur. mungkin masa birthday dia nanti i will buy something for her.

entahla. i just dont like

the feeling.

moga tuhan mudahkan lagi urusan disini.