looks like a azam 2017 has to change

2017

going to be another uncertain year. bring me back to 2014. Ya Allah mudahkan la ia.

based on twitter :
azam 1    - To take care our body and love ones.
azam 1.5 - Lebih berdisiplin dalam beribadah.
azam 2    - Lebih menjaga penampilan diri.
azam 3    - Berpagi pagian secara aktif.
azam 4    - Will not give up cari rezeki.
azam 5    - ...


Have faith, bersangka baik dengan Allah s.w.t (this is really hard to do during hard time), be strong and bersangka baik dengan Allah s.w.t again and again.

bumpy humpy dumpy and the road not taken.

Perjalanan hidup sentiasa akan jumpa bumper. Tak kira la macam mana corak kehidupan seseorang tu. macam mana jenis kehidupannya. 

Yang sedang menikmati kemewahan mungkin sedang mengalami masalah berlainan, yang sedang menanggung kemiskinan mungkin sedang menikmati sesuatu yang berbeza. Yang masih bujang mungkin merasakan orang yang berkahwin bahagia bersama keluarga, yang dah berkahwin mungkin ingin bebas semula dari tanggungjawab. 

We will always be tested however our condition is. we will always feel not enough if we are not grateful with what we have. Being married, u have responsibilities, relationship and a lot of new things coming out in your life to care. I am fully aware we will not always get what we wanted. mungkin orang nampak senangnya kahwin, but to go through all the process is not easy. even for the preparation is not easy. inikan bila dah melangkah ke alam yang baru. Yes it is good to be with your love ones. seronok je. but dont forget the test is always there. kita kan hambaNya. konsep hidup tu masih sama, ada ujiannya. Sebab ujian Allah s.w.t tu kan kasih sayangnya terhadap kita. :)

I am writing about this because i just decided to choose struggle with job/money rather than struggle with distance with my love ones. susah nak terangkan apa yang kita akan lalui. setiap orang mempunyai kondisi masing2. Priorities masing2. I choose to be close with my husband, family and our new member coming in. and i know my choice still can make me far from them, but the choice has higher possibility for me to be close with them. if i choose the other one, its like im already ready to be far from them. so i choose to still try and hope for the best even though i know there might be a few bump in the journey or if doa termakbul, tuhan mudahkan perjalanan ku nanti. 

yes im very stubborn person. but i will always based on rationality and yeah im ready for it. im ready for the consequences of the road not taken. 

Mengambil inspirasi dari article "10 classroom procedure to keep your sanity"

Tips yang aku akan ambil:

1. Katakan "Tidak" sekiranya pelajar meminta kebenaran ke tandas.

    Kerana pergi ke tandas adalah pada waktu rehat! tapi sekiranya dia minta buat kali kedua bermakna mereka memang benar-benar terdesak.

2. Guna Frasa Pendek seperti "Bersedia untuk ujian"

arahan ini akan bermaksud kosongkan meja, sediakan alat tulis. jadikannya rutin. begitu juga dengan arahan rutin lain yang boleh menggunakan frasa pendek. Menjimatkan masa dan lebih efektif!

3. Lakukan Ujian semasa di akhir kelas.

kalau buat di awal kelas, mungkin akan mengambil masa lebih lama.

4. Arah pelajar agihkan kertas ke belakang bukan ke depan.

kerana pelajar yang menerima akan lebih bersedia.

5. sediakan kotak untuk diletakkan kerja rumah, atau kepda yang lewat/tidak hadir.

6. Minta pelajar yang mengagihkan kertas/buku untuk kita

7. Lantik Setiausaha kehadiran.

2017

well, lets make something to achieve. ni buka azam. ni somethng to achieve. haha whats the difference?

1. work seriously

2. save money again

3. vacation(s) 

4. sadaqah the highest amount note in your wallet

5. eat healthy food

6. 2L a day

7. create something new (education stuff)
8. have my lil garden
9. penampilan diri

Sucess?

Hi

has been some time.

just want to share
29 August 2015 , im engaged
29 April 2016 , im married Alhamdulillah :)

Introduce myself again,

Afiqah Binti Khalid is
a third daughter from all-girls siblings.
grew up in Setapak
now I live in Cheras

got scholarship from Malaysia's Ministry Of Education
has a degree :  Bachelor Of Science (Major in Physics) from University Of Sydney
completed my Post-Graduate Diploma Of Education
waiting for posting as a Teacher in government school.
literally jobless now but already signed the offer letter as a Teacher Assistant in one of the private school starting in late August insyaAllahh

last few days
my aunt said, "Harapnya berjaya jugaklah macam alang (which is me)"
n i said "insyaAllah"

its actually strike me. before i answered anything  i was thinking; am i?
berjaya = successful
am i already 'berjaya'?
if u define success as finished your study , yes i am successful.
if u define success as in got a scholarship, alhamdulillah i am successful.
but if u define success as has a job or well-going career pathway, im still not
if u define it as own a house, a car or any luxurious thing, im still not
if u define it as u make a lot of money untill u can travel the world non-stop, im still not

So, what is your definition of success?

Is it having a nice happy family is a success?

Is t having a nice career with high-income is a success?

Is a person should have a successful bussiness to be called as successful?

For me, it was so subjective and wide. if i see it with a very details point of view, i would say every single thing we did the best is a success. if i see it with a bigger point of view, all those things above and other things can be a definition of success to a lot of people. and of course we can have different opinions. For me who are we to judge? Allah s.w.t is all-knowing. Only him know who are the successful one. Whatever good or bad things that happen to us it does not mean we fail. sometimes all those things are the challenge to make us succeed. So sometimes teh poor or the bad luck one is more successful than the lucky-one. But Allah's promise is always there too, Allah said Allah will give to whoever he want to give. N Allah S.w.t is the most-giving. so the lucky-ones might be really succesful in dunya and also akhirat due to their good deeds. So for me, who are we to judge? Just hope we will reach our real success.

Semoga kita diantara yang berjaya pada Allah S.w.t.

typical

2016

always feeling bad to make a resolution when its new year because i guess i should do resolution when its the first of Muharram.

but, i think it can be done anytime
to boost up
to determine

in order

to do the right thing in the right way

so here is mine. on 7th January 2016

to be more happy
to be more grateful
to try not to show sad face to people
to have a healthy lifestyle
to be more discipline
to be more positive
to be more finacially wise
to be more wise

learn how to become a better teacher,
daughter,
insyaallah a Wife

most importantly,
learn how to become a better person

between a present and an anger

i know its simple thing but at first where is the respect towards other's belonging?

i just cant bear with it when people are just easily break ur privacy. like hello.

it was nice to receive hadiah. but i didnt ask for it. tapi aku bersyukur. mungkin masa birthday dia nanti i will buy something for her.

entahla. i just dont like

the feeling.

moga tuhan mudahkan lagi urusan disini.

Manusia dan kelemahannya

Quote from the Holy Quran, Al-Baqara (2:37)

فَتَلَقَّىٰ آدَمُ مِنْ رَبِّهِ كَلِمَاتٍ فَتَابَ عَلَيْهِ ۚ إِنَّهُ هُوَ التَّوَّابُ الرَّحِيمُ

Fatalaqqa adamu min rabbihi kalimatin fataba AAalayhi innahu huwa alttawwabu alrraheemu

Then Adam received from his Lord Words. And his Lord pardoned him (accepted his repentance). Verily, He is the One Who forgives (accepts repentance), the Most Merciful.

manusia

Beribu kesalahan

Astaghfirullahal'azim

But He is the One Who forgives

Alttawwabu

Alttawwabu

La ila ha illa huwa

Kesal 

Tiada guna

Hidup ini tuhan dah tentukan

Tapi kita ada pilihan

We know whats good and whats wrong

Its our choice

It was us

Mistake By mistake

Sin by sin

Astaghfirullah

Lupakan yang lalu

guna saat kini

Ia nikmat

Untuk jadi lebih baik

Ya Rabb

Kuatkan hati 

Untuk teruskan perjalanan

Melawan diri sendiri 

Kerana kelemahan itu datang dari diri ini

Dan beringatlah pintu itu sentiasa terbuka.

Hina

Kadang kita rasa hinanya kita

Buat kesilapan di mana mana

Tapi Allah s.w.t sentiasa ada dengan kita

Tidak memandang hina pada kita

Malah memberi kita nikmat dan masa

Untuk kita

Subhanallah

mashaAllah

Ya Allah

Ampunilah dosa hamba-Mu ini

iam ENFP . iamtotallyagree

ENFP personality

Forming around 7% of the population, people with the ENFP personality type tend to be curious, idealistic, and often mystical. They seek meaning and are very interested in other people’s motives, seeing life as a big, complex puzzle where everything is connected. Not surprisingly, ENFPs tend to be very insightful and empathic individuals. This, plus their charm and social skills, often makes them very popular and influential.

On the other hand, this can also be a disadvantage as the ENFP is likely to worry about not being sufficiently original or spontaneous. If they are not careful, this personality trait can lower their self-esteem.

ENFP personalities are usually characterized by high levels of enthusiasm, especially when it comes to things that spark their imagination. In such cases, ENFPs can be very energetic and convincing; they are able to easily persuade other people to join their cause. Ironically, this trait can also turn against the ENFP, when they suddenly find themselves center stage, being seen as leaders and inspiring gurus by other people. ENFPs strive to be independent, so they do not always welcome such attention.

ENFP personalities are very emotional and sensitive, believing feelings are something everyone should take time to understand and express. However, this trait can also cause a lot of stress for them as ENFPs may often focus too much on other people’s motives and the possible meanings behind their actions. People with this personality type are sharp-eyed and intuitive, but they can make serious mistakes when they try to use their interpretation of other people’s emotions as a basis for their decisions.

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for – and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool – for love – for your dreams – for the adventure of being alive.

Oriah Mountain Dreamer

ENFPs are also likely to have difficulties dealing with routine, administrative matters. They are more interested in freedom and inspiration than security and stability, and this attitude is usually clearly visible: an ENFP would rather try to come up with an interesting solution or an idea, no matter how difficult that is, than deal with simple yet boring tasks.

People with the ENFP personality type know how to relax, drawing on their imagination, enthusiasm, and people skills. For instance, they can be very serious and passionate about work during the day and then later let off steam at a wild party in a nightclub. This switch between the two modes can often be instantaneous, surprising even their closest friends.

Finally, ENFPs are non-conformists, following their own path and trusting their intuition. Their talents are numerous, but they all depend on the ENFP being given enough freedom. People with this personality type can quickly become impatient and dejected if they get stuck in a boring role where they are unable to freely express themselves. But when the ENFP finally finds their place in the world, their imagination, empathy, and courage are likely to produce incredible results

Rin

Boleh kata rindu 

Rindu 

Ya tuhan, 

Mudahkan lah ia. 

Secretly

Secretly i am attached to my hafiq.

Oh God help me. I hope i will not turn it into false attachment. 

Aman

Kesian aku tengok pegawai2 MAS dan menteri2 berkaitan

Sama macam aku kesian tengok family Anwar. 

Ya Allah Lindungilah Malaysia. Tunjukilah kami jalan yang terbaik untuk mengekalkan keamanan sejagat. 

50 things i wanna achieve

ni list dahulu. pastu edit2.
ni datang dari hati.
bercampur baur macam budak2
try la buat 50 then u know why I am like this. hihi. tapi kalau org yang berjaya buat in order dan synchronize. bravo bravo. ;)

so many things to avhieve so many dreammms yet i just wanna have a moderate life. some of my dreams require quite a lot of money. wanna let u know, so far i've chosen a teacher as a career. as u know it is not a high-income job and im not dreaming to be super rich. i just want to have 'just-enough' life. as long as i can have what i need ,try to achieve my dreams and as long as i can see people surrounding me happy dunia akhirat. and ect, i am okay like this. yes what a teacher can do while everything needs money.  i believe if we have faith in Allah s.w.t, He can give rezeki to whoever He wants. i'll Keep praying, keep my faith and insyaAllah i can see all these dreams come true.  insyaAllah

1. graduate with honours first class degree (x tercapai)
2. learn quran
3. kahwin 
4. helps family and make them happy
5. hantar parents pg haji
6. have sons and daughters insyaAllah
7. try to be ibu yang a good good one.
8. mendidik anak-anak sendiri dan pelajar2
9. own a 'lively' beautiful house (lively tu paling penting, xnak besar sgt klu macm rumah hantu no use)
10. be a very good physics teacher
11. jadi guru cemerlang 
12. physicist?
13. nk pg masjid slalu bersama suami (cheesy. sori)
14. infak ke jalan yang baik
15. buat buku teks (ngiahaha)
16. learn economics
17. learn business skill
18. ade bisnes kecil kecilan. 
19. learn management
20. ade resort or any accommodation (homestay yg lovely)
21. menjadi org superb memasak
22. berkebun n own a very beautiful garden
23. keluarga yang diberkati diredhai
24. nk ade silver accessories (satu je pon ok)
25. honeymoon selalu? hahah
26. keep my own wedding dress
27. hias rumah sendiri cun-cun
28. save money (just enough for emergency, sedikit kehendak yg laen dan etc)
29. be knowledgeable
30. have a very own closet (walk-in closet)
31. collection of shoes, bags and accessories. haaa amek. 
32. travel to every country in the world
33. sihat tubuh badan
34. give a free tuition to the poor child
35. hias rumah setapak
36. pandai meng-invest
37. bersedekah selalu
38. pergi haji
39. organize an orphan/shelter (or create one)
40. aktiviti2 ekstreme (rafting, skydive)
41. naek hot air baloonnn
42. live by the sea side (at least three weeks)
43. melihat Malaysia tanpa poverty
44. melihat masyrakat hidup harmoni dan lebih berfikiran sihat
45. learn along the way of my life
46. always get back to the main purpose
47. give some benefit to the society
48. pegi buat volunteering work yang macam lebih hebat
49. pandai menjahit
50. mati dalam iman

Here's to Never Growing Up

i always like avril

23 and still 

avril still sound okay

dah fun kan

but the reality is 

we need to grow up :)

u can still have ur immaturity

but u have to have all the mature value as much as u can keep in ur soul

it will make the world peaceful

insyaAllah

Cukuplah

...jika Allah hendak mendatangkan bencana kepadaku, apakah mereka mampu menghilangkan bencana itu, atau jika Allah hendak memberi rahmat kepadaku, apakah mereka dapat mencegah rahmat-Nya?' Katakanlah, 'Cukuplah Allah bagiku. Kepada-Nyalah orang-orang yang bertawakal berserah diri'

Story line

Story line orang laen laen

Siapa kita nak tentukan story line kita

Terima seadanya

Apa tuhan beri

Kerana 

Tuhan 

pengarah yang terbaik terhebat mahu lagi terulung

Kerana 

Tuhan 

tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita

Afiqah

Mahu jadi manusia yang diberkati-Nya

Jawapan

Jawapan lepas ni 

No comment. Doa doakan :)

Lawa

'Ma, adek rasa adek lawa la semalam'

'Adek rasa adek lawa?? Mama rasa adek sentiasa lawa' dgn suara yang bernada tinggi sedikit

Hahahhahahahahaha

Mama u so funny. 

Vain post. Hekhek

Sape nak cakap kita lawa kalau bukan diri sendiri. Kalau tak lawa pon utk org laen well kite kena ade rasa confident sikeett. Dan bersyukurlah ape tuhan bagi. Biaq pi orang kata kita tak lawa. Taw je tak lawa mana. Hahahaha

Sejoli

Alhamdulillah

Berjalan lancar

Terasa perasan cantik hari ni

Ya Allah

Perasannyeeee

Sesekali

Hahaha

Thank u. U made my night. :)