Yang sedang menikmati kemewahan mungkin sedang mengalami masalah berlainan, yang sedang menanggung kemiskinan mungkin sedang menikmati sesuatu yang berbeza. Yang masih bujang mungkin merasakan orang yang berkahwin bahagia bersama keluarga, yang dah berkahwin mungkin ingin bebas semula dari tanggungjawab.
We will always be tested however our condition is. we will always feel not enough if we are not grateful with what we have. Being married, u have responsibilities, relationship and a lot of new things coming out in your life to care. I am fully aware we will not always get what we wanted. mungkin orang nampak senangnya kahwin, but to go through all the process is not easy. even for the preparation is not easy. inikan bila dah melangkah ke alam yang baru. Yes it is good to be with your love ones. seronok je. but dont forget the test is always there. kita kan hambaNya. konsep hidup tu masih sama, ada ujiannya. Sebab ujian Allah s.w.t tu kan kasih sayangnya terhadap kita. :)
I am writing about this because i just decided to choose struggle with job/money rather than struggle with distance with my love ones. susah nak terangkan apa yang kita akan lalui. setiap orang mempunyai kondisi masing2. Priorities masing2. I choose to be close with my husband, family and our new member coming in. and i know my choice still can make me far from them, but the choice has higher possibility for me to be close with them. if i choose the other one, its like im already ready to be far from them. so i choose to still try and hope for the best even though i know there might be a few bump in the journey or if doa termakbul, tuhan mudahkan perjalanan ku nanti.
yes im very stubborn person. but i will always based on rationality and yeah im ready for it. im ready for the consequences of the road not taken.
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